From: Heidrun Beer [concern@atnet.at]
Sent: Thursday, November 06, 2003 08:50
To: fzaoelma@yahoogroups.com
Subject: Re: [fzaoelma] TRs

Hi Pat,


good to see that you smile about it now! Your TR evaluation makes
a lot of sense.


On Thu, 06 Nov 2003 05:40:12 -0000, p_krenik wrote in <bocmrs+dsk6@eGroups.com>:


>There never would have been another word of complaint LOL if he
>hadn't downgraded me to my husband; a private mail that went to the
>whole list by mistake.  It had some really negative viewpoints about
>me, which hurt.  He had been my auditor.


I followed Tom's posts from his first appearance on the net, and it
seems to me that the tone level - and wording - of his mails
deteriorated after some time into the creation of FZAOINT. That was
a short time before he mis-sent that letter to Ray.

I got the impression that he had fallen into the trap of emulating
the bad example of another poster whose cynical "independence" (as
opposed to the ever-so-sweet oldtimers with their annoying friendliness
and granting of beingness) was oh so cool to watch. I wrote that
conclusion up and sent it to ACT, and soon afterwards
the FZAOINT split happened.

Later I felt that Tom was back to his cheerful old self. I had
the idea that he spotted the negative influence and immediately
disconnected (self-corrected). I also had the idea that the
mis-sending of his mail to Ray might have been an attempt to
get a helpful hint from outside, although not a conscious attempt.

BB says Tom needed correction - yes; but the earlier beginning
of his erroneous comm cycle was never really spotted. Tom did NOT
have this kind of writing style when he first came onto the net.
He also didn't have it when he created FZAOINT. He picked it up
later from somebody else and THIS is the source of the trouble.

My post didn't get a lot of attention at the time. Maybe somebody
on this list is now interested in tracing back that particular line
on the time track and finding the actual trigger that started
the worsening of Tom's comm.

There is an LRH-reference for such an activity: Auditing group
engrams, in "Notes on the Lectures" (I translated that book,
among others, for New Era). It would also be a good exercise
in practical PTS/SP spotting.





Heidrun Beer

Workgroup for Fundamental Spiritual Research and Mental Training
http://www.sgmt.at