During the course of my time since leaving the COFS I ventured to
many different techs... why I did that now is wayyyy beyond me.
Perhaps it was my huge, big fact ARC break, perhaps it was the guise
of others, perhaps a lot of things... but at this point I only know
this one thing. The road back now feels so much better and so right!

In some of the techs I got involved in there was no such thing as
ethics or the dynamics, they had good processing items and I trained
on some of the levels but I always had that nagging feeling inside.
A voice in my head that kepts reminding me of the out points. I've
long known about implanters and other such things but in real life
one never really takes note and its easy to ignore that little
voice. For years I was devoted to LRH's work and now I see why.
Theres just no comparison for technical excellence. I am having such
tremendous cogs here today... You can't fight what is right and what
is real for you. Its like trying to keep a ball under water as kid.
the ball will also come to the surface.

This other tech which will go unnamed for the moment left me at
effect big time. Now there may be 1000 reasons for that but my
knowingness tells me that if you dont follow 100% LRH tech you wont
make it out no matter how good the other road seems to be. I speak
now from experience here. We must have ethics to clear the road and
I dont mean harsh, draconian ethics I mean the real thing like the
old man envisioned minus the witch hunts. Boy its going to take me
sometime to get back on track but my journey from darkside to
lightside has begun and that makes me happy.

In that other tech I completely let go of the idea of the dynamics
and ethics and admin and any other piece of LRH tech that I knew
worked. I went into agreement and it cost me dearly. Now I cant say
how good it feels to be back, its like having a comfortable pair of
shoes that fits perfectly. The other tech just did not fit perfectly
and as a being I knew it all along but suppressed it. What a fool I
have been... "self inval" theres nothing like it LOL:)

No ethics, no conditions, many wins but very very fleeting...
nothing lasts. I dont mean to come accross as the victim here but
this is also a warning to others. Stick to LRH tech, trust me. Stick
to it and your life will go exactly as planned. I took a detour and
feel responsible to let others know not to do the same thing. Call i
the greates good for the greatest number of dynamics. Overall that
tech does good things and the intentions seem to be good. But we
already have a tech that works and its not refried with ketchup. Its
original and it works.

So this is me... winning with LRH tech once more. No more SP's close
by to keep me from it and I am roller coastering less and less...
Career is back on track and everything is just pleasant with no
major problems to solve at this point.

Man does Science of Survival give one a kick in the pants...:)

No longer in doubt...

ML,
B