From: tobe [doandhave@yahoo.com]
Sent: Saturday, April 03, 2004 05:04
To: fzaoint@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [fzaoint] Dreaming and OT2

Before I started OT2 I had one dream in my entire life.  Since
starting OT2 I have been having the most incredible dreams every
night! . Castles higher than sky scrapers! Space ships that make star
wars movies look like second rate home video! And I, I can't go on
really. Not here on an open list especially where there might be
catholics lurking. I am starting to become aware that Earth is kind
of a small neighborhood if you know what I mean. All my life I was
afraid I wasn't going to "make it" out. I've heard a lot of wins
about OT3 and OT7. I thought I wouldn't be victorious if I didn't get
through 8. I'm only on OT2 but I have to tell you, I'm all the way on
the other side now. I find I have no more fears. I am like a baby
reaching for a toy where life is concerned. I'm going home, my home,
home universe. I have my own house now! I am no longer a guest in
someone elses hacienda. If I die tomorrow I'm a winner. The game is
over. I can meet people all the way now. I have moved beyond the
abbracadabra. I'm even safe. I woke up this morning knowing I wasn't
going to hurt myself or anyone else. I have no idea why "cause over
life" is reserved for ot7 comps. I'm there all the way. I was all
along. lvtobe