2003 was rough a little. Came to the west, found out I could find a field auditor and tutor for study within range but had to go travel to Big Bear Lake to get a coach to put me onto the ot levels . Did OT1 overlooking a swamp. Just finished OT2 up at Big Bear overlooking a snow drift. It's all micacles, every moment. Still, the best part of my day is waking up and hugging my beautiful children. Just can't get over...nothing seems to overshadow  those kids. Thank God my kids made it through the year.  You know we had fires here and earthquakes.......I rose above my religious fixations...still, thank god my kids are still alive. The best part of scientology is getting up to find out that your love is real. lv. To Be