I mean, when I resigned from the CofS, I went home and waited to get hit by a lightening bolt. And you know, here I am, I'm going up the bridge, I am getting the best training and auditing I ever had. I have all of these sane and theta terminals. And, it just wasn't the way it was supposed to be. I am not only still alive, I'm doing better than ever! I mean, what happened to the lightening bolt? I'm doing everything wrong and everything is working out better than ever. And, you know, it just seems wierd. And obviously what I thought was terribly wrong has been terribly right and I am just trying to understand why. You know, this is really wierd for me. I'm not complaining. It's just wierd to do everything you aren't supposed to do and have it turn out great. It's actually just hitting me that I am probably not going to get hit by a lightening bolt. To Be