Hi there! Just wanted to share this with you because I've been
laying
in my bed thinking about the lot of you tonight. I had a nice win
in
my auditing today. This is it:
Until today, I spent my entire life
feeling like I was in a card game and being the only player there short five
cards. Furthermore, I felt
it was most important for all of the other players
to win, for me to
be able to leave the table safely. Yeeeet, I had to play to
the best
of my ability to be whole. Now that was one heck of a
fix.
I'll tell you, I have always cared about the other guys but today,
I
started to care about myself. And today, I started playing with a
full
hand of cards. And today, it's all just a silly card game.
I have been
thinking about the lot of us. There has to be less than
1% of the population
in Scientology. Even though many of us have been
shunned by the official
Church, we are still very much, the chosen
ones. And this just leaves me to
marvel at the future with something
so much more than hope.
My thanks
to my C/S. Pat Ray and BB for being bestest friends. Ralph
Nick and BB for
being the glue and holding it together, and all of
the rest of you who turn
the porch light on every time you log onto
the list. Love,
ToBe
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