These are success stories from the old combined web site when Tommy, Pat and Ralph were co-operating. I don't know where to put each one so I will put in all three.
Hi you all. I had a win last night while auditing OTVII that I
would
like to share.
The session was only 4 minutes long.
My
first floating TA solo. I've have very wide F/Ns before
but nothing like
this.
It started off as a Rocket read LFBD. I wrote down LFBD and as
I
centered the needle it took off to the left and hit the pin. I
thought
that I was pulling in some mass. I centered it again and it
took off to the
right and hit the pin. I sat there for a moment
before
it zoomed back the
other way and hit the pin again. I sat staring at
the needle (like a
dummy)wondering what the hell, until I realized
that it was a floating TA and
I was totally blown out!
After going outside for a break I realized that
I am more alive and I
feel like I have more life. It's hard to explain. I
just feel bigger.
The wins keep coming.
Today I was so keyed out even
work was a pleasure. I very interesting
day to say the least.
This is
killer stuff. I'm still
laughing
Marc
........................
Subj: ot 2
SS
Date: 2/12/02 10:09:16 AM Pacific Standard
Time
From: <A HREF="mailto:Keeshz">Keeshz</A>
To: <A
HREF="mailto:Keeshz">Keeshz</A>
Date:
Mon, 11 Feb 2002 10:39:36 -0800 (PST)
From: basic basic
<basic2basic@yahoo.com>
Subject: OT 2 Success
story
Nancy, the Course sup for FZAOLA has
just
forwarded this success story. Nancy is Class 6
and is supervising
Tony, And obviously doing a
great Job. :)
bb
>
OT II WINS
> January
2002
>
> For the last three days I have been feeling really
>
happy for the first time in,
> well indeed a very long
time.
>
> Realized today, subjectively, what I have been
told
> and read about, I am
> sure, many
times:
>
>
Scientology from Life Repair through clear
> is to get the person
>
separate from the first dynamic bank.
>
> Then in OT II the person
THOROUGHLY AND
> SYSTEMATICALLY tears it all apart.
>
> Thanks
Ron. NO ONE BEFORE RON EVER FIGURED OUT THE
> WAY OUT OF THIS
AREA. I
> know as I have been in this universe wandering and
>
hoping that there was a
> way out of this mess for a very long
time.
>
> I
understand now I do not have to be
> concerned about getting back
>
as immediately as possible to finishing my grades at
> whatever correct
point.
> (Yes, I will go through grades as part of going
>
through everything at
> whatever correct point(s) on the road to upper
OT
>
levels.)
>
> The
levels release one from the parts of the
> bank they release
from.
> OT II is simply quietly as-ising the bank,
> taking
all the umph out of the
> bank a little bit at a time,tearing the
bank
> apart, what ever way one
> would want to put
it.
>
> I will never
be the same again!!! I am
> already very different and in
> a
very very good way, than before OTII. And there
> is a whole bunch
more OT
> II yet to do.
>
>
> As an auditor, was really
really sure I would have
> to become rather
> proficient to tackle
the OT levels.
>
> With the knowledge I had and regular
commendable
> help from Tommy, Nancy and
> magic at an urgent moment
from Ralph (he had the
> standard tech we needed at a
> rough spot),
I AM AND ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN DOING IT.
>
> Now I am pleased at the
auditing learning I am
> getting. This level is a few
>
hundred hours of auditing very easy don't vary
> anything of the processes
.
> So I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE THIS TREMENDOUS WORRY
> ABOUT
MAKING SOME KIND OF
> MISTAKE. The mistakes are on myself. And
at above
> clear, these mistakes can
> be straightened out very very
fast.
>
> Some Side effects of working on this level:
My
> immediate friends lives are
> getting better as well. I
am doing activities I
> couldn't seem to get to
> before. It
wasn't a problem of confront as in
> giving a speech to 40 people,
>
there was just not being able to get to it.(for
> example, today, I
gave my
> first lecture/talk to a womens garden club of 40
> members
by microphone,
> fielding questions and all. I had fun and
they
> loved it).
>
> Love,
Tony
..............................
Subj: nots
SS
Date: 2/13/02 10:43:11 AM Pacific Standard
Time
From: <A HREF="mailto:Keeshz">Keeshz</A>
To: <A
HREF="mailto:Keeshz">Keeshz</A>
Message:
2
Date: Tue, 12 Feb 2002 20:01:22 EST
From:
nkw363@aol.com
Subject: NOTs Wins
I have recently been audited and
coached on Solo NOTs by Tommy. Tommy cut
through the apparent
complexity of this rundown and enabled me to progress
very rapidly. He
is one of very few auditors I know who sees the "big
picture" and thus audits
standardly but not rotely. I have since done about
10 hours on my own,
and I thank you, Tommy, for guiding me onto this level.
How OT will I be at
the end of NOTs? I will be as OT as I am able to
perceive(confront) -
no more and no less - it is now up to me. (with
occasional repair booster
shots perhaps)
As an additional note: Do I disagree and become
concerned when Tommy posts
an "indiscreet" and "all too candid" comment as ED
INT on this list? Yes, I
do. Has this diminished his
auditor altitude with me? Absolutely not.
Wanna get to know
Tommy? Schedule a session with him.
Warm Regards to all on this
list,
nkw, AKA, Nancy, FZAOLA Course
Supervisor
........................
Subj: ot2
SS
Date: 2/20/02 12:24:59 AM Pacific Standard
Time
From: <A HREF="mailto:Keeshz">Keeshz</A>
To: <A
HREF="mailto:Keeshz">Keeshz</A>
Date:
Tue, 19 Feb 2002 21:52:29 -0800
From: Free Zone Advanced
Organization <fzaola@pacbell.net>
Subject: Recent OT 2
Success
to: all
cc:
Success
---
Evening:
As some of you
know, Tony Zile has recently passed the 200 hour
mark on OT 2. Here is his
latest success
story:
From:
Tony Zile
<tzile@hotmail.com>
8:34 AM
Subject: II COGS WINS SUCCESSFUL ACTIONS
COGNITIONS
& WINS -WIN 16 Feb, 02
The following Cogs and wins ARE MADE
POSSIBLE because of the
SUCCESSFUL ACTIONS being done with LRH's Scientology
by me TIME
AFTER NEW UNIT OF TIME.
(I have noted at least some of my
successful actions following the cogs
and
wins.)
.1 Persons coming into my space,
STAY and do not want to leave.
I really enjoy communicating with them at
their reality level. After
years
of attention on' how will I talk to
people when I get up the bridge',
it's
simple and easy. This goes
for the Latino guy, who could speak English
poorly, I met while I was running
to the oriental accent owner/ operator
of a barber shop to top executives of
large corporations I interview for
landscaping needs and wants to the grocery
checkout lady.
Approvals for my company's type of very high quality
service has shot
up.
We use 'Holistic' (or, as my partner and I call
it, 'Wholistic' as in
all the dynamics) Landscaping using Natural Organic
methods.
Talks to 40 people and then 18 people within the last month have
been
fun for me and fruitful and exciting for the people.
I was
excited and looking forward to verses, say, a year ago, having at
least some
kind of 'added unnecessary but there' dread and worry.
This dread added
onto the usual terror force of "tomorrow looks so bad,
what is going to
happen tomorrow?"
.2 Get the idea of the
finest stereo system and speakers-the ability
of
easily flowing from the
lowest to highest notes, quietest violin to
loudest
tympani drum, THE
PRESENCE. that is what life has gradually and yet
suddenly come to for
me.
There is a lack of being frustrated & uncertain at what to say
and to
whom. Not being enturbulated. No ridging or reflexing in
small or
large ways.
.3 Early in my
Scientology road, there was this grand realization
and win 'I DID
NOT HAVE
TO DIE ANY MORE'. Now there is "I don't have to CRASH AND BURN
ANY
MORE".
(There are tears of relief and joy while saying this!)
I
still am quite centered in relation to the body.
But there is this space or
field extending out beyond the body (many
feet)
of (.boy this is rather
big to say.) NO BANK.
It is stable. I DO NEED TO ADMIT IT(laughing). No
one else is going to
say it for me. Well, Uh, It is VERY OK TO STATE
AND ACKNOWLEDGE.
Well, this is an improved condition of existence
diligently worked for
for a
lot of years and eons. While writing
notes on this and driving the
freeways of LA to an appointment, the radio had
a song by a clear
voiced
lady:
"It's a
beautiful life"
"This fallen
Angel is going to be all right."
There are no coincidences.
I
cognited having gone Clear, I did go through the condition of power
change (I
think it interesting power is right before clear on the
grades),
and I had
to be doing a lot of things right to get to doing that, AND OT
I
and now
OT II.
It didn't "JUST HAPPEN" for me or any one else or they ain't
didn't do
it right. I have been working on this all that Scientology
represents
as much as I could since 1969.
Since first of August, 2000,
I have done Life repair (second time and
WOW with the standard LRH Tech Tommy
uses, Grade ), Grade O, Grade
I, and went Clear in the midst of Grade
II, finished OT I and now am on
OT II.
It does not matter to me if my
being on OT II three months goes to 6
months or a
year. I'll be
getting charge off daily. And I will be having 'WINS
BEYOND MY WILDEST
DREAMS' business as usual.
SUCCESSFUL
ACTIONS:
.1 The code of honor right from
the beginning.
.2 Informing myself of any thing
Ron said in the beginning and
applying the data
or datum to see if it
worked and did not work.
It all worked. It all worked every
time. No doubts or reservations
right at
the beginning to hang up
on.
Refer to Original thesis for proving and disproving a
theory.
AND refer to conditions the doubt formula. These conditions
formulas
are
quite usable for life and fun, not threat of
death.
.3 How many places does Ron
stress, USE, DO, APPLY, ITS WHAT IS
DONE (OR NOT DONE IN OVERTS AND SURVIVAL
ACTIONS), PRACTICE,
MORE TIMES OVER EQUALS CERTAINTY, APPRENTICE, DRILL,
TRAIN?
I have never ran into a problem not being in some
higher state or
condition I thought I was in. Simple: The
doingness will show it.
.4 AS a PC
or pre-OT, or doing TRs, Contact assist, Clearing a Word,
or
what ever
is doing something or whatever you are doing in this
universe.use and
know what condition the area is in.
And it is not the same as the tone
level. Learn to do these for every
thing
you do. Conditions
Formulas have an easy formula for any state or
condition anything is in in
this universe.
The only thing that may go 'too difficult or too hard' is
what doesn't
understand how easy these formulas are to
use.
.5 ITSA DON'T WHATSIT.
Never go along asking questions like, "why
am I feeling so bad?" "How
come it's always me?" etc etc etc and on
and on any time of day night,
time of week, month year etc.
Always only go "IT IS."
For
example I feel like a stomped on strung out beat up green toad with
dry skin
and hoarse voiced.
For all the body conditions and emotions I
ITSA.It is this, It Is that.
whatever is is is what it
is.
.6 I postulated I would get
whatever Ron wanted (wants) me to get at
wherever I
am at in training,
auditing, ethics, tech, admin in Scientology.
I combine this with "Charge
is where I find it whether I like the charge
or
not. There it is
doing a condition, clearing a word, or on regular
inspection of the
body "ouch!"
.7 "CHARGE IS WHERE
YOU FIND IT" Whether clearing a word, doing
TRs, working on a condition, CCH,
locational, your job or jobs, reach
and
withdraw from an
object.
and continue the Scientology action to clear it
up.
On Life repair or ARC SW just get the answer and answer the
auditing
question. Each look, answer and Ack brings more charge
off.
If doing a contact assist and there is charge, I continue the
contact
assist
until the charge is gone, as-ised, poof. The body
part very rapidly is
normal again.
Don't worry about doing "THE
PROCESS' or reading 'THE BOOK'or 'the
bulletin. Use good study
technology or learn it.
In session find the answer to the question
and get it back to the
auditor
as best and fast (but correct and standard
with no cutting of corners.)
If a TR says to do such and such until
comfortable, then do such and
such (and not something else) until
comfortable.
8. I write 'everything'
down. It gets it from off my head and onto
paper in the physical
universe. This includes cogs, wins, questions,
Itsa
on some
condition, mood or somatic, goals to accomplish, schedule to do
etc,
etc.
9. Never, never, never, never, never,
never give up. Especially
when starting new in Scientology ethics, tech
and admin. The way out is
the way through.
I have found
gradients are very important. Just do what says your
supposed to
do. Of course it seems odd or weird. I have kept at it and
now
most of what I thought as a kid was normal, now I see as weird(all
social
veneer).
Yes folks every bit of sane OT abilities
exist. Just step this
way. Get on or
continue on YOUR ROAD.
Read LRH Books, Clear the words. Buy Clay
and do Clay demos, Get
trained, Use go for a walk technology, and
locationals, TRs, Get PAB 7 and do
at least some of the "Six Steps to
Better Beingness" (August, 1953) every day
if you can't get to session
or
training.
Learn the Condition
Formulas. It all works.
I found for myself the way out is the
way through.
Love Tony Zile
PS Thanks to you all for being
there as well as LRH, Tommy.
This includes all who are sure there has to
be a better existence, and a
way out. Learn, check out & know with
no doubts or reservations Ron has
a workable
road-a 10 lane superhighway,
not just a path out.